wake up!

hey out there  i know my goal was to write everyday, hence the title.  well obviously i haven't.   you know how it goes--you get lax, put old priorities ahead of it and just say screw it!  with that said, here i am.  so here goes...

i in much need of a body makeover.  i've reached a gasping 170 lbs, my blood pressure has gone up and most likely my cholesterol has followed suit.  i do not want to succumb to diabetes either since i've been diagnosed as borderline.  taking control of one's life isn't easy since it applies to many aspects of one's life.  i have to find motivation in order to stay afloat and motivation is a hard thing for me.  i can get initially impel myself to get going, but to maintain it is a different story. every time i see an infomercial or a magazine cover about people chainging their lives and turning them around in such a positive way, it's almost as if they're sarcastically tooting, "ha!  i did it before you!"

until tomorrow (hopefully)- lillian